I don't feel good at all and I am so sick of it! I am swollen, my joints are killing me AND I have these blisters on the back of my neck, upper back, my ear and nose! I thought I was getting zits when they showed up on Friday, but now they burn like blisters! Really? Why?
Can't I have ONE MONTH?????? Or even a solid week!
I am stressed out to the max and I know that isn't making things any better. I hear and read all these stories about "just eliminate stress from your life" SURE THING! How in the world do you do it? I am so sick of being told "you must like drama, because it is always going on in your life." SHUT UP - that's what I have to say about that. I do NOT like it and I do NOT start it - it just seems to land in my lap! NOW, could you offer some "helpful"advice and keep your crappy opinion to yourself; because, honestly - your crappy drama comments just adds to my stress.
I realize that stress makes everyone sick and causes strokes and heart attacks. I can only express how it affects me. Drama happens and I slowly get physically, mentally and emotionally sicker and sicker and pretty soon I am flat on my back and can't think straight. Make it stop! Please, please, please STOP!!!
I just want to live my life, I am plenty sick enough on my own. If you want me to be sick, you don't have to stress me out - just stand back and watch - I will be sick on my own!
I don't even know what to do - I just want to live my life as pain free as possible. If you don't like me, don't start drama - just stay away from me. Is that so hard? Just stay away.
"Just because I am strong enough to handle the pain, doesn't mean I deserve it. This is not a choice, it's a disease."
"My soul weeps because of grief; strengthen me according to your Word." Psalms 119:28